Just about every morning, I wake up at 4am before my busy, chaotic house, and I grab the above statue to say my morning prayers. She’s seen better days. I tote her around from here to there. My three year old keeps playing with her, and she keeps falling apart. She’s even lost her head a few times.
I’ve been gluing her back together, but this last time, I have decided to leave her as She is. I have decided to see the beauty in her brokenness.
When I hold her in the morning, before I check my Iphone or my e-mail, I bow down.
I bow down to the East, to New Beginnings and to the Sunrise.
And I offer up a silent prayer to God or Goddess or whatever else I am calling Divinity that day. I pray for courage. I pray for Love. I pray for guidance. I pray for strength. I pray for patience and to stay on my path. And then I pray to find my path. You get the jist.
It’s been an odd year. It’s been brutiful exactly as Glennon of Momastery writes.
I talk about my flailing marriage because ( and a year ago I’d have ripped your well-meaning head off if you’d predicted this to me) the truth is that my marriage had to be shattered before it could be pieced back together. My marriage was like a busted arm that The Doctor had to re-break before it could heal right. – Momastery
And then exactly as she says here:
I used to say: I’m broken. Fix me. Then I grew up a little and said : WAIT A MINUTE. I’M NOT BROKEN. And now I’m a real grown up so I say: Of course I’m broken. And I love, love, love myself that way. If you’re comfortable with that – come sit with me and we can laugh and cry and be broken and beautiful together. But don’t try to fix me- I didn’t ask for that. I just asked for some good company in which to be human. – Momastery
Come. Come sit with me and we can laugh and cry and be broken and beautiful together. I do believe that is called a women’s circle.
The DF App – a means to find, start and promote women’s circles.
Coming soon in early 2016.
Thank you for all you are doing! Following and sharing widely in my circles! Beautifully written! Can’t wait for the app!
Thank you Meg.